Hellooww(L)

Helloowww Hellloowwww!,

I just wanna write a blog =D. But I don't know where i'm gonne talk about :P
Gheghe, its just that I want to write about something... but I don't know which subject I should take :P.

So, how are you ^^ ? I Am just busy with this blog. I want to make it perfect! (And believe me its far faaaar away from perfect!:O)
I'm looking for a new lay out (the same colours) its just I dont know what I should change :O

Okay okay, this is sooo stupid :P I have no inspiration today :O,
So here a poem I made, so you can read SOMETHING good :P instead of the crap i'm talking about :P;

I Don't get it
The feelings I have,
I don't get it why I’m trying to fake my feelings.
I just want to feel it like everyone else does.
But, my feelings are blocked.
I just can't feel the things others feel.
I try to fake it, so i try to feel it
Try to reach it but it's just a not reachable target
Why I always have to see other one happy,
And why does everybody thinks I’m happy?
Cause I am saying that I’m happy?
Naaahhh, i don't think so...
They all WANT it to hear from me,
Just like I want to hear it for myself..
My blocked feelings, are they ever going away?

xxx

And here is a phenomenal song that makes me emotional. I love Natasha Bedingfield (L)
Its just, that I somethimes think, ''let me be free'' free from everything that what life turns into darkness and feel like crap (I just love the word crap :P MUHAHAHAH (A) )

That song is everything what I wanna be (L),

Qoute: ''I Just wanne feel the wind in my hear to face the fear but not feel scared''
Just love it (L)


I hope you enjoy it!