I'm Afraid

A old poem from me.
That I wrote when I had sad feelings over ''me''

Im afraid.

Afraid for the mirror, who tells me im not perfect.
Afraid of losing someone that I need.

Im Afraid to let people in, so I keep them out of my life

Im trying to live my life alone, so I don’t get hurt

I don’t want to see people look away from me, 'cause they thought I'm a different girl

Im afraid of losing someone by only being myself

So im starting pretending like I am another girl,
Who is perfect, who has everything.

Who has everyday a good day, and don’t have anything to worry about,

But then I look in the mirror,
And tells me who I’m really am,

A little girl who is afraid to trust and love people, cause I always going to lose them for just who I am



© *Marinka*, 08-01-2010.