Helloowww ^^,

Okay, I just have to say something, when your friends are down. and sad about them self,
You have to say to them, that they are worth it!.
Everyone, deserves a good life on earth. and I know life is hard. for everyone.
But also everyone deserves to live..

why I am telling you this? Cause a lot of my friends,(including myself) Are thinking that there is no luck for them that life isent good for them.

but you just have to be there for your friends!
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And now that is said, I can go on with my blog :P Haha,
I have made a lot of photos yesterday,
you can see them on my Flickr:

http://www.flickr.com/photos/innerreflections

Watch and leave a comment (L)

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And last but not least (A) haha :P
I made a Poem:

I hope you like it;
When you see me drowning
Drowning in my tears.
Wil you save me?
My wounds are just to real, just to real to see them.
I can feel them burning in my skin. burning in my head,
But you, only you can help me get away of this sorrows.
Cause only you can see them.
You can see them in my eyes.
But please, open yourself.
So you can help me.
My innerself doesent help me, trough the years,
I have to do it alone.
I can't see anything of me in my reflection.
I see someone who is happy, and who is living here live with a mask!
Can't you see it?
My mask?
Can't you feel it?
When i touch you?
When we laugh togheter.
Can't you?


Love you all (L)

Hellooww(L)

Helloowww Hellloowwww!,

I just wanna write a blog =D. But I don't know where i'm gonne talk about :P
Gheghe, its just that I want to write about something... but I don't know which subject I should take :P.

So, how are you ^^ ? I Am just busy with this blog. I want to make it perfect! (And believe me its far faaaar away from perfect!:O)
I'm looking for a new lay out (the same colours) its just I dont know what I should change :O

Okay okay, this is sooo stupid :P I have no inspiration today :O,
So here a poem I made, so you can read SOMETHING good :P instead of the crap i'm talking about :P;

I Don't get it
The feelings I have,
I don't get it why I’m trying to fake my feelings.
I just want to feel it like everyone else does.
But, my feelings are blocked.
I just can't feel the things others feel.
I try to fake it, so i try to feel it
Try to reach it but it's just a not reachable target
Why I always have to see other one happy,
And why does everybody thinks I’m happy?
Cause I am saying that I’m happy?
Naaahhh, i don't think so...
They all WANT it to hear from me,
Just like I want to hear it for myself..
My blocked feelings, are they ever going away?

xxx

And here is a phenomenal song that makes me emotional. I love Natasha Bedingfield (L)
Its just, that I somethimes think, ''let me be free'' free from everything that what life turns into darkness and feel like crap (I just love the word crap :P MUHAHAHAH (A) )

That song is everything what I wanna be (L),

Qoute: ''I Just wanne feel the wind in my hear to face the fear but not feel scared''
Just love it (L)


I hope you enjoy it!

Hilary Duff- Someone's Watching Over Me

So guys (and girls ofcourse), i just have almost a million video's from youtube that i can share with all of you cause they are all soooo beautiful (L)

This one is also a realy good one with good lyrics, I just love Hilary Duff, the way she act, the way she is, the way she sings (L)

Leave a comment (L) byyeebyeee

Step Up 2 (L)

Just love it (L)

The way she speak the way they move, and the way she is (L)
She is a rollmodel for everyone who loves to dance!

Just Respecctt(L)

Leave a comment what you think of them!

Reflection - Mulan (Disney)

So this is something I want to share with all of you,
Its the song, where I made my name out ''InnerReflections''
Cause if you hear the lyrics of the song, you start thinking about yourself... and over yourself. Just Enjoy (L)

I'm Afraid

A old poem from me.
That I wrote when I had sad feelings over ''me''

Im afraid.

Afraid for the mirror, who tells me im not perfect.
Afraid of losing someone that I need.

Im Afraid to let people in, so I keep them out of my life

Im trying to live my life alone, so I don’t get hurt

I don’t want to see people look away from me, 'cause they thought I'm a different girl

Im afraid of losing someone by only being myself

So im starting pretending like I am another girl,
Who is perfect, who has everything.

Who has everyday a good day, and don’t have anything to worry about,

But then I look in the mirror,
And tells me who I’m really am,

A little girl who is afraid to trust and love people, cause I always going to lose them for just who I am



© *Marinka*, 08-01-2010.

Blogworld! here i come

Hellooowwww Everyonneee(L)

I Am Marinka van Wingerden, I Am 16 years old and I love to make poems and Photos,
Yes, its realy happening! ITS SUMMER :D!!!!!!!!!

And vacation, so i'm the happiest girl on earth (A).

And i have made this blog cause I want to share, a lot of things with the world,

What i'm going to do in this vaction (And later in the year ofcourse ;)), You can read my poems (that i'm gonne place if I have the time :D)

And to see my photos, That last thing I want to share the most, my photo's.

I hope I get for my birthday an Spiegelreflex Camera (A good camera that i'm `hopfully gonne use a lot of times!)


Haha, no just kidding, I have to work a lot this month and I have a lot to do, so i'm not sure, how much blogs Im gonne write.

And how is your vacation? :D (L)

xxxx I'm Looking forward to blogging a lot of times (H)