Skinny love - Birdy

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I told you to be patient I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced I told you to be kind
In the morning I'll be with you
But it will be a different kind
I'll be holding all the tickets
And you'll be owning all the fines

Zij

Zij is zo'n meisje dat zegt dat alles goed is,
en 's nachts huilt.

zo'n meisje die lacht
terwijl ze van binnen instort.

zo'n meisje die steun nodig heeft,
maar er niet om vraagt.

zo'n meisje die huilt,
maar verwacht niet dat iemand komt.

zo'n meisje die een probleem heeft,
maar weet niet ermee om te gaan.

zo'n meisje die bang is om lief te hebben,
omdat ze al zoveel verloren is.

Zij is zo'n soort meisje die je kan horen van kilometers weg.

Zij is zo'n soort meisje die zegt als jij verdrietig bent het haar taak is om jou blij te maken.

Zij is zo'n meisje die worsteld met gevoelens maar,

Zij is ook zo'n meisje dat alles achter zich wilt laten. als je haar vraagt wat er is...

As an gunshot (L)

Als een gunshot.
Galmt het door mijn hoofd.
Verdoofd kijk ik toe.
Iedereen lacht hun ogen zijn dicht en iedereen is doof.
De woorden van mijn lippen.
Vechtend met mezelf.
Niemand komt door mij heen.
Ze zeggen dat ze me kennen.
Kijk nog maar eens goed.
zwijgend in gedachten.
Die ik niet los kan laten.
Ik blijf ze vasthouden.
Mijn polsen vastgeketend gekrast en verbrand.
Ogen opgezwollen en rood.
Ga gebukt onder de stress van mezelf
Denkend dat het goed met me gaat.
Zien niet wat ze mij aan hebben gedaan.
Ik verbrijzel langzaam en waai mee met de wind.
Zonder sporen achter te laten ben ik weg.
Weg uit jou leven. Weg van mijn verraad.
Ooit zul je begrijpen dat.
Ik niet zo was als jij dacht!

Helloowww ^^,

Okay, I just have to say something, when your friends are down. and sad about them self,
You have to say to them, that they are worth it!.
Everyone, deserves a good life on earth. and I know life is hard. for everyone.
But also everyone deserves to live..

why I am telling you this? Cause a lot of my friends,(including myself) Are thinking that there is no luck for them that life isent good for them.

but you just have to be there for your friends!
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And now that is said, I can go on with my blog :P Haha,
I have made a lot of photos yesterday,
you can see them on my Flickr:

http://www.flickr.com/photos/innerreflections

Watch and leave a comment (L)

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And last but not least (A) haha :P
I made a Poem:

I hope you like it;
When you see me drowning
Drowning in my tears.
Wil you save me?
My wounds are just to real, just to real to see them.
I can feel them burning in my skin. burning in my head,
But you, only you can help me get away of this sorrows.
Cause only you can see them.
You can see them in my eyes.
But please, open yourself.
So you can help me.
My innerself doesent help me, trough the years,
I have to do it alone.
I can't see anything of me in my reflection.
I see someone who is happy, and who is living here live with a mask!
Can't you see it?
My mask?
Can't you feel it?
When i touch you?
When we laugh togheter.
Can't you?


Love you all (L)

Hellooww(L)

Helloowww Hellloowwww!,

I just wanna write a blog =D. But I don't know where i'm gonne talk about :P
Gheghe, its just that I want to write about something... but I don't know which subject I should take :P.

So, how are you ^^ ? I Am just busy with this blog. I want to make it perfect! (And believe me its far faaaar away from perfect!:O)
I'm looking for a new lay out (the same colours) its just I dont know what I should change :O

Okay okay, this is sooo stupid :P I have no inspiration today :O,
So here a poem I made, so you can read SOMETHING good :P instead of the crap i'm talking about :P;

I Don't get it
The feelings I have,
I don't get it why I’m trying to fake my feelings.
I just want to feel it like everyone else does.
But, my feelings are blocked.
I just can't feel the things others feel.
I try to fake it, so i try to feel it
Try to reach it but it's just a not reachable target
Why I always have to see other one happy,
And why does everybody thinks I’m happy?
Cause I am saying that I’m happy?
Naaahhh, i don't think so...
They all WANT it to hear from me,
Just like I want to hear it for myself..
My blocked feelings, are they ever going away?

xxx

And here is a phenomenal song that makes me emotional. I love Natasha Bedingfield (L)
Its just, that I somethimes think, ''let me be free'' free from everything that what life turns into darkness and feel like crap (I just love the word crap :P MUHAHAHAH (A) )

That song is everything what I wanna be (L),

Qoute: ''I Just wanne feel the wind in my hear to face the fear but not feel scared''
Just love it (L)


I hope you enjoy it!

Hilary Duff- Someone's Watching Over Me

So guys (and girls ofcourse), i just have almost a million video's from youtube that i can share with all of you cause they are all soooo beautiful (L)

This one is also a realy good one with good lyrics, I just love Hilary Duff, the way she act, the way she is, the way she sings (L)

Leave a comment (L) byyeebyeee

Step Up 2 (L)

Just love it (L)

The way she speak the way they move, and the way she is (L)
She is a rollmodel for everyone who loves to dance!

Just Respecctt(L)

Leave a comment what you think of them!